change in acc and blog address

take note there will be a change in address soon

this wk

so many projects coming up....omg...siannz...yuppz going 4am now...was busy doing another blog up.....i didn noe i am quite good in photoshop =) due to confidential reasons blog will not be uploaded yet...well its a project submission anyway regarding a festival in Singapore. So i did wrote about Singapore Biennale...something quite unique exhibition to worth spending time going down to the site and visit.

Had my accounting test earlier. phew manage to get correct profit and loss but duno workings right a not. hopefully bahz. nxt week got 2 project submission - culinary and this festive blog....and sat got test....Shit havent study yet...sighh gotta work harder....

Wed is my culinary day. Right now i am posted to sugarloaf pastry section. And guess wad!!! my first try was to bake chocolate brownies with my buddy. Under the guidance from our chefs, OF COZ its a job well done. Cant wait to see it being sold off the shelfs. Can eat de ok =) too bad cant take any photos....

missing him

Just couldnt help to think about him...thinkin of his smile, his silence, his laugher and the kind of expression and efforts to be the first to celebrate my birthday...sighh...thinkin of him.

my grandma

I went to visit my grandmother (nai nai) today at the SGH. Everytime i see her, i always ask myself the same question: Since when is the last time i visited her, what was she doing at that moment?

My grandma currently bedridden, kidney failure. Requires dialysis for almost 10 hours every day. Sometimes I just wondered, what can you do just by lying on the bed? It seems life to be very meaningless, but that is the only way to slow down the pace in life or society. What i can remember about my grandma was that she slowly walking to the living room during chinese new year and asking us "You want Bak Kwa". Guess thats all i could remember about her. There are many reasons to it. Like when i am very very young, my parents never wanted me to stay at my grandma house for the day like sundays only my brothers did. Somemore, I always have the perception that she only care to look at my big brother than me or any other cousins since he is the eldest. Lastly, being the only girl in this family it dont seem to be of importance. As my family prefer guys than girls. So thats the reason mostly why I dont have much rememberance of my grandma.

Looking at her today, she was sleeping so soundly, even snoring. I was told that she was sleeping whole day without eating, drinking. It just sound like in coma sort of thing or maybe someday she is goin to another world by just sleeping. Maybe when she is still around, i should pay more attention to her bah..

happy birthday

Guess wad....

its 30 mins to my BIRTHDAY!!!! thanks to all who have wish me and celebrated with me this time round.... hmmm thinkin of it its my first birthday cake in school =), first time celebrated my birthday with my friends even before him... hahaha opps... anyway thanks for the planning =)

well...birthday is always something significant to me which i always wanted celebrate with others...guess thats the only time i could seek attention...lolx..anyway i find it meaningful as it is celebrating 19 years of life...sad, happy, angry, afraid, worried, confused....lookin back izit it time flies~~~

cant wait till tml ..... ommg....
WHY the hell i am having culinary during my birthday....#!$#^%&
stupid cant skip the lessons....haiz..nvm shall celebrate after culi although it is short time but guess quality and meanin comes more..

aniway yesterday was mei chin birthday durin cya..hope she had enjoy her birthday...omg i love her diaries la....sighh only left one...... T.T

jewelfest

i am back blogging again....well nothin much tis time round..went to singapore jewel festival today with him at takashimaya today. =) Wow the jewels there are dazzling man!!! haha but still i still prefer my star cut ring that he is going to give me soon during my birthday...I AM WAITINGGG...

Aniway was talking to sl yesterday haha realize like alot of people seems to have a bad impression about me...wondering whether if i am so infamous? haha actually sometimes i wonder why do people always have bad impression about me? looks or being quiet or juz being loner? haha dunoz...but i noe something is they judge book by its cover only.

Anyway i am happy to be friends with mc,wn,jy,sl,wj and many others in this course...guess thats all i need for support for me to survive here....jiayooouu....

choices

There is no decisions that are right or wrong. If you make this decision for now, you may regret about the decision you did not make last time.

One month has many minutes and seconds. Instead of greeding about one lifetime, why dont we cherish what we have even for now. One minute or even one second is also a lifetime memory isn't it?

I guess sometimes i really did not cherish what we already have or even take things for granted. Maybe somethin for me to look into bahz

somethin to consider... =)